Am i just Lazy or i just procrastinate a bit too much ….

WIKI says : Procrastination is a type of avoidance behaviour which is characterised by deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. It is often cited by psychologists as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision.

I know i am kinda afflicted by this behaviour … and i think i need no psycho to tell me this … so many times i just dunt do it for the sake of not doing it … its not that i am waiting for a more oppurtune moment i just procarastinate ….. some examples :

My group expects me to do something by a certain timeline. I wait for the end moment and then even longer and then suddenly when i know i cannot avoid anymore i rush into work. Inthe end i deliver, a just average work delivering much more that what could have been done in that time. I know my efficiency is good and i had all capabilities to do the work in a much better way, i just didnt do it ….

My passport form is lying with me i need to just fill it in and courier … rest will be taken care at home … i think i am still waiting …

I need to drop so many cheques its costing me pointless interest that could be avoided … but i just dont do it…i would pass the drop box but wont drop the cheque … some other time …in evening ..next morning and then later ….

My bike needs immediate attention, i think i am waiting for it to breakdown so that i have to put extraoridnary effort to get it fixed …..

I need to buy a chair ASAP at home …its affecting my work …. i dunno what i am waiting for ….good time …

I need to call up her to tell her that i love her …i dunno what i am waiting for ..maybe ….

I knew all day long that i had to call Sharad on his bday ..i just procrastinated … not that i didnt want to …i just wanted to avoid his displeasure of my previous behaviour …. Again avoidance …

I need to call Prashant Dubey and let him know that nuthing is wrong friend …. i just need to tell him that i am Sorry …i still dunt know what i am waiting for ..i know the mistake was big but Prashant would have understood …by avoiding i just made it worse … i dunt know why … distances created out of nowhere …. avoidance

I dunno why … i am waiting for what i am waiting ….

Even now there is a bug up my full sleeve i can feel it just as it moves …. but i am waiting for it to go away on my own rather than making an effort to get it out ….

i think i will write more later …..

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